Day OneHundredFortyFive [5/25] 145:365

I am nervous about having another baby. Mainly because I have been so sick and feel as though I can barely function and take care of one little one, and now let alone two! I know once I come out of the first trimester I will be much more at ease. But it is a scary thing to think of barely being able to take care of your first when you're sick. Luckily Jared has a much better job and the benefits are amazing and he will be able to spend some quality time with us as we transition from a household of 3 to a household of 4. I'm so grateful that family will be around as well and that they are supportive.